I learned the song, Hineni, from one of my mentors, Karina Zilberman from the 92st Y. Hineni literally means "Here I am" - and appears in the Torah when Abraham, Jacob and Moses respond to God's call - but I especially like Dr Erica Brown's interpretation:
In a world full of distractions, the proper way to translate “Hineni” today is “I am fully present.” I am fully present in my life. I am fully present with my children. I am fully present in my job. I am fully present when I am in conversation with you. I am fully present as a servant of God. This means paying closer attention to the sacred duties I assume and trying to live on higher ground. I am fully present as a Jew. I am fully present as a citizen of the world, partnering in its perfection. Being fully present today — with the challenges of technology — cannot be assumed. It is hard work; an aspiration.
There's nothing like a health scare to remind us of the importance of being fully present for one another, and it was quite moving to sing this song with your kids today.
Another highlight of the day came just before recess, when I had taken the children over to the synagogue to look closely at the Torah scrolls in the ark. After tefillah, but before we went up on the bimah, there was a disagreement between two children which resulted in one children pinching the other. I instructed the pincher, (henceforth known as P) to sit in a separate row because it was "not ok to solve problems using our hands."
At this point, P began to cry. I tried to move the activity along, and called all the children up to the bimah. P remained in the chair sobbing softly. As I spoke, the children quickly become distracted. One child, and then another, gingerly turned their back to me and went down to console P. Within a few moments I was alone on the bimah, yammering away about some highly important fact about Torah scrolls, while the children huddled around P.
Fortunately, I had the presence of mind to stop and, rather than admonish the children for not listening, thank them. "You are right," I said. "It's always important to take care of our friends and their feelings. Even more important than Torah." To which one child replied (I could not make this up if I tried) "well, not MORE important. That kind of IS the Torah." There were some hugs, some smiles, and a return to the bimah.
As teacher we talk a lot about learning more from our students than they learn from us. I'm not sure that's ever been more true for me than today. Enjoy your children this weekend - they are treasures!
Did I mention we got a Get Well Book?
Shabbat Shalom!





















